I guess in some way I miss my university years? The early ones, at least. 1st, 2nd and even 3rd year. But everything after was pretty much hell. Even falling in and out of love was hell.. everything before was freedom and pure self indulgence, which is why I guess I miss it. It's hard to be at the point now where I do things simply because I want to. Everything is a reason to do the "right" thing and not what I want. It's too easy to be bad and too difficult to be good, but I guess that's where God comes in.

When people stop talking to me for ages and ages, and if I've made conscious efforts time and again to contact them, I just kinda give up. I don't like being a backseat friend.